Knife

The soup I ate were no hot
No, be felt rather cold than
just like my current mind
Then I felt nausea

I must have been hollowed out my heart
with the icy knife again and again
So, so my mind only crumbled
I have only done so

I wanna go back to that time any more,
when I, my mind, was healthy
I wanna go back to that time any more,
but I don't know how to do
Teach, teach me how to restore my mind,
or I'll only act violently waving the knife

I know my mind had gotten that
but don't know how to go back then
I asking the people about that,
they said nothing

I must have been hollowed out my heart
with the icy knife again and again
So, so my mind only crumbled
I'm sick of myself

I wanna go back to that time any more,
when I, my mind, was healthy
I wanna go back to that time any more,
but I don't know how to do
Change, change my mind with your power, Gods
Just I know it's impossible to do so

I stopped acting violently waving the knife
because I want you not to dislike me
I wanna get closer to you again
Will you looked back at me?

You must have been being happy, I heard
Is it that I haven't show up to you?
So, so I think I should not be mixed up with you

I wanna go back to that time any more,
when we were close friends
I wanna go back to that time any more
I'm jealous of then me
Give, give me another chance to be friends,
or I'll have never felt lonely
I'm sorry